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lyrics
What if I break like I'm made of glass
What if I'm so afraid of the past
I have a hole in my heart
It's too deep that sometimes I can't breath
But it's fine cause I feel and it means I'm alive
I see the bottom of this bottle
My head is under the water
And now my house is on fire
But I'm too tired I just watch it burn
You said you wish you never met me
Oh, I love the way you hate me
Let's check my sanity
Cause everyone around me
Is telling me they're proud of me
Apparently
They're really not a part of my reality
I know the gut inside of me
Is telling me to stop
And I'm afraid it's a fact that
What doesn't kill me makes me sad
Sad, sad, sad
What if I break like I'm made of glass
What if I'm so afraid of the past
I'm not okay and I'm okay with that, it's alright
I'll survive to wake up when it's ending
And I will take all this pain
Down with me to my grave
Rest in peace with the fact
That there's no cure for what's in my mind
It's kinda sad and pathetic
Even my ghost will be hurting
It feels exceptional not to be acceptable
Trying to be conventional
Killing these thoughts in my mind
But on the other hand I'm choosing
To lose it and it hits me different
Every time I say that
What doesn't kill me makes me mad
Mad, mad, mad
What if I break like I'm made of glass
What if I'm so afraid of the past
I'm not okay and I'm okay with that, it's alright
I'll survive to wake up when it's ending
Got two demon eyes on me
While I'm struggling to be free
Make me numb just like a sedative
Trying to fight this disease
We are standing on our knees
A generation that needs therapy
Got two demon eyes on me
While I'm struggling to be free
Make me numb just like a sedative
Trying to fight this disease
We are standing on our knees
A generation...
"Who needs therapy?"
Oh... make me numb just like a sedative
Trying to fight this disease
We are standing on our knees
A generation that needs therapy
What if I break like I'm made of glass
What if I'm so afraid of the past
I'm not okay and I'm okay with that, it's alright
I'll survive
(I'll survive and I'm done with this suffering)
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