I, will never find the perfect lie
To fool myself that I am fine
And time can’t heal the wounds of mine…

(Verse 1)
Someone told me I'd be happy, that I will fly up to the sky
I'd have butterflies in my stomach, I will feel the fire inside
Now the fire burnt it all. No, I can't call this feeling love
This is Hell, no I'm not well and I'm not dreaming anymore
Hell is where the soul is empty and I live inside your hell...
I am searching for a way to stand up and find myself..
And my lungs are full of poison, all the poison you gave me,
When I'm looking in the mirror the reflection's mocking me..
You were sea, you were she, you were all that I could see...
I'm drown inside the feelings and I'm struggling to be free..
Your picture's slowly fading, and the dreams are haunting me
Though I know the war is over, I can hear the silence scream...

“You hold the answers deep within your own mind
Consciously, you've forgotten it
That's the way the human mind works:
Whenever something is too unpleasant, too shameful for us
To entertain, we reject it
We erase it from our memory“

So promise me that you’ll keep dreaming
Cause I’m not sleeping anymore
No more...

(Chorus)
And I will never find the perfect lie
To fool myself that I am fine
And time can’t heal the wounds of mine
And I will never find another hell
To sing about the way I felt
The day you chose to save yourself

(Verse 2)
Now I've been told, the higher I get, the harder I fall,
The deeper I dive, I'm losing control..
Searching for life, chasing my soul, I ain't got time just to lose it all.
Cause I'm moving on and I carry on.
Leave behind all the people I was counting on.
When I realised I was all alone, I ain't got heart, I got no home.
(The) shame is real, the same as fear.
Don't be afraid, the dawn is near.
I know you're strong, stronger than me.
Imprint is always there so I'll be never be free.
So you can let it all go, find the hell that you’re looking for,
All or nothing, I was never enough,
A broken heart is a heart that's been loved!

“-You almost bring yourself to see the truth and then you…
-But what truth? All I know is that death in its most hideous form
waits for me at the top of those stairs
-That’s not all you know ms. Justin...
You hold the answers deep within your own mind”

So promise me that you’ll keep dreaming
Cause I’m not sleeping anymore
No more…

So what if I take another breath
Your voice still echoes through my head
Haunting me, it’s haunting me
So what if I’m smiling every day
The winter inside of me
Will never end, it never ends

You hold the answers deep within your own mind
Consciously, you've forgotten it
That's the way the human mind works:
Whenever something is too unpleasant, too shameful for us
To entertain, we reject it
We erase it from our memory

Close your eyes and
Turn your back at me
Before the morning comes
I will be gone

“-But the imprint is always there,
Nothing is ever really forgotten...
-All I know is that death in its most hideous form
waits for me at the top of those stairs
I’m quite human doctor…”