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Modern Madness

by My Endless Winter

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1.
Emergency 01:35
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2.
Street Lights 03:28
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(It’s a promise that I’ve always been right here) Remember those spring nights With mountain bikes we roamed the world Afraid of street lights Painting our stories on the wall in the dark Take me back to the park When our lives just began in a handmade treehouse With blood on our knees and mud on our cheeks It was us against the world Take me there Where everything was innocent Cause nothing lasts forever I'll never forget us I've always been here Even when miles separate us The memories never fade Yeah, someday, I'm gonna find my way That's what I said, that's why I fled I never looked back to yesterday I remember the times while I'm writing these rhymes And between the lines I'm still looking for signs And as a child I reminisce tonight About the places we used to hide First smile, first hug, first kiss, that's love My friends, our nights, innocence in all our fights In the streets, in the mud, on the grass, in the class When the games never ended and the time never passed Even though I know we have grown up so fast All these memories will last cause our future is our past Take me there Where everything was innocent Cause nothing lasts forever I'll never forget us I've always been here Even when miles separate us The memories never fade away The memories never fade away They never fade away (It’s a promise that I’ve always been right here)
3.
Lost in the Sea 03:35
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A spark of hope flew by and I've missed it I never knew this part of me existed I've got so far without you I can't take it anymore It's so easy to become a failure And it's not okay Chemicals through my brain Are making me insane Making me feel no pain I can't communicate I think I can't spell my name right It's more than I can stand But I'm sure it's all I need now I know I'll never be free now I'm lost in the sea now And I can't find my way back home The line is getting so thin now I'm caught in between now Gasping for air or letting Go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh Or letting Go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh I let you Go. I'm lower than ever before Cause I'm trapped in this hole there is nowhere to go All I see is blurry shadows at the top of the wall All they do is demand, I got nothing to show And my "winter" is getting bigger now, it's time for the show It's been a while since the last time and I really can't move on Do you think that everything that I am I owe it to you I wish it wasn't but it's so true Now, I'm numb and it's not OK Chemicals through my brain, make me insane Cause nothing ever stays the same And I blame myself for the sins I've made I can't turn the page, I am out of space One more night I succumb I can’t feel my face While the world is spinning faster I can't keep up the pace Ain’t nothing I can do to win this race I know I'll never be free now I'm lost in the sea now And I can't find my way back home The line is getting so thin now I'm caught in between now Gasping for air or letting Go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh Or letting Go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh oh, go-oh I let you...
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Now or Never 03:40
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There is a parasite in your head Are you dead You've been trying so hard to ignore it When there are things you don't understand You pretend your life is alright Tell me, how do you sleep at night When some people out of your window Try to never give up the fight So choose Cause we got nothing lose Raise your voice Break their bones Cross the line and refuse Then slowly tighten their noose Let's march to the beat of our heart till it stops Till the smoke of the flames fill the air in our lungs Raise your flags to cover the sun We're one We're born and die alone We fight and live together We stand against the currents of this world We know we don't belong And that's what makes it better We're making every failure feel like home Feel like home We've been to hell and back Through thick and thin we stood our ground Now everyone craves for the sound No wonder why we are still around Cause everything is changing But the world still spins the same In a war that is still raging on to justify A god without a name It's a price that you have to pay Every minute of every day You live for the afterlife while you spend your life away Look the other way Just know that we owe them nothing Their cards are showing, we caught them bluffing Let them think they got the upper hand They wanna break our soul The more the better Our backs against the wall It's now or never We rise above it all No rise without a fall We're born and die alone We fight and live together We stand against the currents of this world We know we don't belong And that's what makes it better We'll never let our future be the prison our soul We're born and die alone We fight and live together We stand against the currents of this world We know we don't belong And that's what makes it better We're making every failure feel like home Feel like home (We're born, we live, we die alone We're born, we live, we die alone) Feel like home (We're born, we live, we die alone We'll take, their asses off the throne)
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Run 03:51
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From dusk 'till dawn From the right to the wrong It's callin', I hear it, I feel it It's coming and dragging my soul As above so below They won't leave me alone Something is holding me back It's too late but I gotta move on with the flow It's hatred I never felt so frustrated, yeah I'm hated Better than humiliated They near I hear them behind my ear I shiver How can I make all these dreams disappear I'm drowning in these thoughts In what I fear the most I know I lost my halo I know it's getting worse Take off your hands Ι can hardly breath Take my life but please set me free Twist the knife on the count of three There's no time to say goodbye RUN BOY Run boy, better run, run for your life And don't look back what's done is done You can't win your mind Can't walk through the fire I should have known from the start You can't mess with things like that I thought I was playing, but now it's unfolded I'm doomed and they won't let me run I'm getting in touch with the voice Silence - Most violent noise Bipolar, I love it, I hate it, they made me But I don't think I have the choice Finally, maybe, I better be alone without a sense of serenity Honestly, I couldn't be on my own I'm killing my self-identity I'm looking for something that's gone The power inside is strong Somebody take my hand I'm drowning The ceiling is one with the floor Take off your hands Ι can hardly breath Take my life but please set me free Twist the knife on the count of three There's no time to say goodbye RUN BOY Run boy, better run, run for your life And don't look back what's done is done You can't win your mind Can't walk through the fire Boy, turn and look the other way (I'm looking for something that's gone The power inside is strong) Otherwise it's dangerous to stay (Somebody take my hand I'm drowning The ceiling is one with the floor)
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Burn 04:04
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They say there's nothing worse than hell They never got to love you To hold you, adore you, but in the end to never wanna know you They say there's nothing worse than hell They say there's nothing worse than losing control But I can't control myself when I get you alone My patience is getting thinner, I don't care anymore I locked up the door There's no escape or hiding from this imminent war, cause I always thought, you were a different kind of person Now all I know is that you needed my attention Guess I don't need you here no more And I wanna watch you (Burn - burn - in hell - burn - burn) Find a place to hide I'm losing control I wanna see your blood spilled down on the floor Cause all I wanna do right now is tear down your soul Tell me something Do you like the way I love to hate you (Only god can save you now) Your screams in my ears sound like harmony You seem so happy while you burn You seem so happy You burn so brightly Nothing can stop me Cause something inside me just wanna watch you (burn) Into oblivion I enjoyed every second even though it might be wrong Are you tired of yourself Go kill yourself And if you need a second hand I can offer my help So, close your eyes and just follow the light Until the end of this night you better find a place to Hide I'm losing control I wanna see your blood spilled down on the floor Cause all I wanna do right now is tear down your soul Tell me something Do you like the way I love to hate you (Only god can save you now) This is last time I'm trying to call you Last time, I don't wanna run anymore No power, no need to confront you Last night I dreamt of my blood on the floor Do you like the way I love to hurt you When I reach the point of no return Do you like the way I love to hate you Do you like the way I love to (Burn - burn - burn - burn) Can't find a place to hide, I've lost all control Now all I see is blood spilled down on the floor And all I wanna do right now is tear down my soul I’ll tell you something I really like the way I love to hate you Only God can save me now Only God can save me now My blood is on the floor And I don’t care at all Just hear me I really like the way I love to hate you (Only god can save you now) Do you like the way I love to hate you Do you like the way I love to hate you Do you like the way I love to hate you Do you like the way I love to hate you Do you like the way I love to hate you Do you like the way I love to hate you Do you like the way I love to hate you Do you like the way I love to hate you
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Code Red 03:19
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“Attention attention To anyone who listens We are transmitting this message from the year 2020 To the year 197” This is future This is reality Another try fix your faulty rationality One step forward, two steps back Ten steps till we tear it all apart Modern sadness leads to madness Not believing in yourselves made you heartless All your gluttony and greed made you mindless Staring at a screen made you use your mind less Like Icarus you tried to fly to the sun But your temptation led you to your destructive destination You let the sickness spread, you went too far When your denial became the cause of your damnation Your future isn't real You've swallowed the wrong pill Under the pressure of denial You'll see it crystal clear If you plug out your fear All your mistakes will disappear Cross your heart and start again Then hope that this is not the end Cross your heart and start again Then hope that this is not the end This is code red This is code red This is code red This is code red Tell me, is this the life you want Tell me, can you tell right from wrong Leaders killing in the name of god Now the only choice is to repeat the code Code red, cause you refused to fight Code red, cause we have lost the light Code red, your nightmares our reality You played god but there was no immortality You spiral out of control and you won't take the fall It is time someone gave you a wake up call Now money decides who lives and who dies All this sickness will make you go (Aah) Your future isn't real You've swallowed the wrong pill Under the pressure of denial You'll see it crystal clear If you plug out your fear All your mistakes will disappear Cross your heart and start again Then hope that this is not the end Cross your heart and start again Then hope that this is not the end Where did we go wrong This is code red This is code red This is code red This is code red This is code red
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A Snowflake in May 04:30
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I know you'll never feel me I'm dying to see tomorrow There's noone left to save me now, life is upside down And I'm falling endlessly Cause it's over, it's over And I'm drowning in regret Dad forgive all of the things I've left unsaid Stuck inside an hourglass Time runs so fast No future no past Cause I know this time it won't last I feel it Crawling underneath my skin From something become nothing From a "being" become a "has been" As you lay me down to sleep Pray Thee Lord my soul to keep Cause I'll never gonna have another chance to live What was meant to be was meant to be Mother hold me As I'm reaching for the light And now i'm counting down The last grain of sand Time could never heal me I hope it can erase your sorrow And though we said our last goodbye, there's no reason why I should fear eternity Well it's over, it's over As i finally break free God please justify the doubt inside of me So bittersweet and gray Like a snowflake in May I feel myself decaying Will I live to see another day In pain - I 'm gone I've been aching for too long I got no strength to carry on Cause everything is said and done Don't you care now all the pain is gone As you lay me down to sleep Pray Thee Lord my soul to keep Cause I'll never gonna have another chance to live What was meant to be was meant to be Mother hold me As I'm reaching for the light And now i'm counting down The last grain of sand Don't you care the pain is gone I don't feel it anymore Now my spirit's wearing off Please don't cry and let me go Don't you care the pain is gone I don't feel it anymore Now my spirit's wearing off Please don't cry and let me go
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November 05:09
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Green eyes Taking away all my sorrow and pain I feel petrified Cause I'm lost in time I'm trying to reach out to you But you're just so far away I pray just for one day Please return back to me again Save me from myself Cause I've got nothing left I got nothing left Soft hands Voice like an angel Your smile can erase all my misery But I'm lost in time I'm trying to reach out to you But you're just so far away I pray just for one day Please return back to me again Save me from myself Cause I've got nothing left I got nothing left I found a place Where you and I Can stay awake forever I will keep you safe Call my name And I'll be there Like rain in November I will never let go I found a place Where you and I Can stay awake forever I will keep you safe Call my name And I'll be there Like rain in November I will never let go I found a place Where you and I Can stay awake forever I will keep you safe Call my name And I'll be there Like rain in November I will never let go I found a place Where you and I Can stay awake forever I will keep you safe Call my name And I'll be there Like rain in November I will never let go
10.
Mote of Dust (Interlude) 01:30
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11.
Mayday 04:15
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You’re breaking up Can you hear me I'm right in front of you You say you want to save the world But all you see is you We're wrecking our home And we can't see The forest from the trees Part of the war that is still raging on We're spreading like disease Mayday Please somebody save me Save me from a world lost in the dark That tears itself apart Maybe All these words are empty Empty like the promises we never made to last I'm crossing the line Are you with me How you've become so mean I wish that I could save the world But there's so much in between I look up the sky And I wonder If anyone receives I send this message to the stars Earth is bleeding Mayday Please somebody save me Save me from a world lost in the dark That tears itself apart Maybe All these words are empty Empty like the promises we never made to last Nobody's safe here Everything burns We need a savior Someone who cares Give me a reason Or give me a sign Show me the way to rise above and face This extinction Mayday Please somebody save me Save me from a world lost in the dark That tears itself apart Maybe All these words are empty Empty like the promises we never made to last You're breaking up Can you hear me

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released September 24, 2020

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